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As I am dictating this blog to my beloved siri in my phone. It’s 6:30am, although I’ve been up for a lot longer.
I’m sure you know that when your tired, the day seems to just drag by, and you may feel like you are wasting a day.
But the thing with God is he can use you at whatever place you are in and he’s defo doing this with tired, anxious little me this morning!
BUT… incase you have stopped reading because you don;t believe in God so feel like this isn’t relevant to you.
I’m here to tell you that this isn’t about your beliefs. It’s about the life-changing experience you can have my simply saying one or two words to the one above. Even if you don’t truly believe in him!
So anyways, besides that little disclaimer. Lets get into this little story!
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As I am walking at 6:30am this morning. Whereby the farmers begin their day, I feel like ending mine as I am SOOOO TIRED!
So I am praying for for strength to get through the day!
As I was doing so, I looked at my beautiful dog in front of me and watched as he always looks back to make sure I was there, with those big happy eyes and a smile full of pure joy!
And even though his morning routine was disrupted, as he had to get up early and didn’t get breakfast.As well as anxiety leading me to be a bit impatient with him then normal. He continued to smile at me and trot ahead with his gorgeous little paws.
But this morning when he did this it didn’t feel like it did all the other times…
Because when my Jake looked back at me it was like God was reminding me that he goes before me and is always looking back at me to guide me the way. There’s a bible scripture that In Deuteronomy 31 (a chapter in the bible) that says ‘The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.”
When you feel like life is falling apart and you feel like nobody around you has the answers, know that there is someone above who does!
And yes you may be thinking, that there is no supernatural being who made me and this Earth. And that this is all just something to make people feel better about death!
Well even though that is true, for believing in Jesus gives us reassurance for the future, he also guides me to make rational decisions and gives me strength when I’m down! (SO BASICALLY HE IS THE ULTIMATE BEST FRIEND WE CAN HAVE)
And if you read this and still would love physical prove that God exists (so get why you would want prove). I’m here to tell you that…
-There is physical evidence that Jesus exists (documents etc)
-Peoples lives seem to transform one way or another when they accept Jesus
-Plus if you are a big believer in the Universe! That is probably because the creator of the universe has your back too!
-And many famous scientists in the world like Newton believed in God!
Plus there has probably been a time in your life when you have questions the purpose of living and why you are here. And wondered if there if God does exist!
TOUGH THOUGHTS RIGHT!
JESUS=LOVE
AND I’M HERE TO TELL YOU, YOU SHOULDN’T HAVE TO THINK THAT WAY ALONE!
That’s why I would really encourage going on an alpha course! Whereby those who are seeking life’s deeper questions get some answers! (You can find the nearest one near you, by just searching for local alpha courses online)
But anyway, I think what I’m trying to say is…Life can be tough!
And sometimes no matter how many amazing people you have around you or don’t have around you. You wish you had that never-changing, loyal friend that you can just dump everything on.
Well… Jesus is just that!
As he always has your back whether you believe in him or not. `Best of all no matter how anxious, fearful or depressed you feel! He is going before you and has a plan for you beyond imagination (Just like my dog showed me this morning!)
All you have to do is be kind, choose love and pray for help and guidance along the way. Even if you don’t feel it in your heart and watch him change your life for the better! xx
If you have any questions on faith, because faith is one of the most difficult but rewarding journeys you will ever experience! SO PLEASE don’t be afraid to ask! (I’m still learning too)
Lots of love
PhoebeGrazia x
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